Paolo Amoroso's Journal

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As a kid with a passion for science and learning I was granted the greatest gift: a public library a couple hundred meters from home.

The library was one of the facilities at a 1960s brutalist concrete building in Milan, Italy. The building also housed municipality offices, a theater, a resident register office, and other services for citizens.

I was a dozen years old in the 1970s when my trips to the library began and grew into a routine driven by the interest in astronomy and space. In the pre-online era a library was nearly the only practical source of knowledge for a kid. I spent countless hours there browsing and discovering books.

As I grew up, astronomy catalyzed other interests: space exploration, physics, history of science, computing, and other areas of science.

The library was so close that most of the times I just borrowed books and read them in my own room at home, a sort of extension of the library's reading spaces. It was some of the most focused and mind wandering time I spent in my youth.

These technical interests steered my readings towards specialized literature, mostly in English, which non academic libraries didn't carry. The trips to the local library dwindled.

Althought the library closed to the public in 2000, since 2004 it has been supporting the city library system as a storage space.

In 2004 a new library opened for business a few hundred meters farther from the old one. The new facility, located at a park in one of the oldest areas of the city, is housed in the large building that once was a barn of a 17th century farm, still existing in part. A few steps from the farm is a church that dates back to the 10th century.

The new library is an inviting, ample, well lit environment with decorated walls and art. It is the hub of intense cultural and community activities such as lectures, workshops, reading group meetings, theater performances, and art exhibitions.

I didn't visit the new library until a few years ago, when retrocomputing made me rediscover print books and the library.

The first time I did was like stepping into an alternate universe that for decades I forgot existed. I slowly walked next to the well stocked shelves, browsed through books and publications, and built a mental map of what is there. It was an out of the ordinary experience, a portal to a dimension of knowledge and intellectual abundance.

Both facilities are now part of a municipal network of public libraries all across the city. My card, actually just my government ID, lets me borrow from dozens of libraries of the city. The network also offers an extensive selection of ebooks for lending.

I'm no longer a kid but I'm still granted the gift of a free source of great books a short walk from home. It's literally a stroll in the park.

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Browsing through old photos I came across this candid view of ESA astronaut Samantha Cristoforetti and yours truly.

Photo of Paolo Amoroso next to ESA astronaut Samantha Cristoforetti.

Simon Bierwald took the photo on September 18, 2011 at an event in Cologne, Germany. ESA invited dozens of space enthusiasts like Simon and I to cover the event on socials and other online venues.

At a break Samantha came to say hi and we started chatting. At some point we looked around and, with surprise, noticed we were encircled by people taking photos of us, including Simon.

Damn paparazzi.

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My journey to using and programming computers started around 1983 with a Sinclair ZX Spectrum 48K, the very first I owned.

At the time I was clueless. For example, I wondered whether, once I loaded a program from tape, I needed to write it back at the end of the session so that it didn't vanish when turning off the machine.

The Sinclair ZX Spectrum Introduction and the Sinclair ZX Spectrum BASIC programming guides that came with the device were my first learning resources, complemented by the great Italian computer magazine MC-microcomputer. Aside from some books, in that pre-online era technical documentation wasn't easy to come by in Italy, especially foreign works in English.

I pored over the Spectrum manuals, reread them many times, and experimented with the sample code. I've never been into gaming but did run many games to see what the machine could do.

I've come a long way since then, hopefully.

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I always preferred the light theme and never figured what's the fuss with the dark theme. Until cataract came.

In May of 2024 my ophthalmologist confirmed what I surmised: both of my eyes were affected by cataract. It came earlier than my age would suggest but that's apparently not unusual.

I realized something was off when I noticed everything looked blurry, faded, and washed out as if seen through glass coated with yellowish dirt. The view was often immersed in more glare than the lighting conditions would imply. My old prescription glasses not only didn't help, they made things worse. What surprised and initially worried me were the occasional changes in the intensity of the blurriness and fading, which took place over the course of days whereas eyesight usually changes over years.

My ophthalmologist scheduled cataract operations for mid November and mid December of 2024. The only thing I could do was wait. But I faced the challenge of reading computer and mobile screens through such an unpleasant filter.

My daily driver is a Linux PC on the desktop and a Pixel 7 Pro phone on mobile. On the computer screen most text of websites or Linux programs was hardly legible with the light theme. The beautiful designs of some light theme sites featuring subtle shades, low contrast, or small fonts made reading a nightmare. Coming close to the screen and bending in search of an angle that could help make out something left my back aching in the evening.

Surprisingly to me, the dark theme improved legibility. I set the dark theme everywhere I could: in Linux programs; in Firefox; and on the websites that offered a choice.

The worst experience came from Gmail on the web. Its dark theme is a cruel joke as it doesn't affect the body of email messages, which is what I spend the most time reading. Invert Colors, an open source Firefox add-on that inverts the colors of any web page at the press of a keychord, tamed Gmail and made message bodies bearable. Thanks Max!

The legibility of text was initially less of an issue with the light theme on mobile. I still had to increase the font size one notch larger than the default in the Android system settings. And I eventually had to turn on dark mode too.

In the fall of 2024 the cataract surgeries finally came and I could see the world with new eyes, literally.

The detail, sharpness, and depth my eyes now deliver make the view almost hyperreal. For example, since the left eye gained a visual acuity of 20/20 I can read tiny text, whereas the same eye always struggled to read newspaper and magazine headlines, barely. Even my ophthalmologist couldn't believe it.

It's been a few days since the second cataract operation and I finally stowed my glasses in a drawer for good, restored the light theme on all devices, uninstalled Invert Colors, and set the font size back to the default on the phone. But I see the light about the dark theme.

Christmas is days away and this is the best present I could ever hope for. Cataract surgery is an underrated miracle of medicine.

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Today I attended the funeral service of my beloved mother who passed away peacefully two days ago.

I'm signing off a nearly continuous shift as a full time caregiver started almost 13 years ago. Over this long time I took care first of my father, then a sister of my mother, and finally my mother. The years of the pandemic were the most demanding and exhausting, constantly pushing me to the edge of burnout and forcing me to take some time off.

I assisted my dear family members until their very end to the best of my capabilities. Now I'm ready and eager to start a new life.

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Write.as is such a low-friction blogging platform it enables me to blog daily. I love sharing my tech projects and experiences, and I can squeeze some writing into pretty much any time snippet.

But life threw at me something I struggle to handle.

The health of my old mom got worse quickly and she became no longer self-sufficient, requiring me to care for her continuously and full time. I love mom so much I even resumed using WhatsApp, I can do all it takes. But the current situation is demanding and exhausting, keeping me at the edge of burnout.

It's not so much I have little time to write. It's I don't have time to work on the projects and stuff I blog about.

I'm posting much less, but I still update this blog. I need it.

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